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Feb. 22nd, 2009 @ 08:07 am The Eventual Blogger
I really should change my name to the eventual blogger to accurately reflect my inconsistency. It's been three and a half years.Nothing is new or really even better when it comes to this post-Katrina mayhem. Every day I am bombarded with people, mostly senior citizens, who are in desperate need...they don't have heat or water or are falling through the floors of their still damaged homes. They are hungry, tired, depressed, unable to afford their medicine. They are alone but not really because I hear the same story every day. They are getting evicted, they are dying, they are going to live in a tent because they can't keep their MEMA cottage while their house is being built, they die waiting for money to fix their house, they die waiting for a volunteer to repair the kitchen floor. Volunteers are now in town...it is our season for volunteers, snow birds, but there is NO money for the supplies so nothing gets done.

These people make $650 a month from social security. It's not enough when they have to pay all their bills and buy food. RENT by itself runs around $800. They can't afford to find a place to stay. The waiting list at HUD is beyond ridiculous. It's been closed so long I can't remember the last time it was open.

sigh. We keep working like maniacs to find a solution when everyone ran out of money a year ago.

What blows my mind is that there is this huge stigma attached to people who haven't recovered yet. A prevalent get-over-it mentality prevades our society...it is only a reflection of the attention defecit disorder media system that tell us we are an old story...a boring story so just GET OVER IT. People would much rather read about who Britney Spears is screwing than my 76 year old client who lost their FEMA camper in Gustave, couldn't get another one from FEMA and had to move into the shell of their house with no power so no way to have heat, cook food, etc in the middle of winter.

Although I really am the hypocrite because I am sick of all these stories too. All this unwielding chaos, visual and mental. Here in Mississippi we still don't have time to ponder what has happened to us, it is overwhelming in quite an unbearable way. I often wonder just how long it will take for it to finally hit...the realization, the understanding of what has happened. I guess I might know when it finally STOPS happening because dear readers, Katrina is still happening down here.
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Oct. 19th, 2008 @ 10:38 am Holy Mackrel What A Way To Complete The Circle
Perhaps if you have read this blog in some entirety, you will remember my entry about searching for the fabled Tent City after Katrina and instead finding a Bitching Elvis.

"Nightmare after nightmare, we passed the scenes we didn't want to see. We passed several tents just by not seeing them in time. On Menge Ave was a distribution center tent, so I went inside to find out if they could direct me to Tent City. I swear to god that the guy inside was an Elvis impersonator with dyed black pompadour and eight inch wide sideburns. He mumbled quite incoherently that Tent City was north of us and proceeded to explain that he had allowed fourteen people from there to move into his home. FEMA! He began to bitch and I made a quick exit because nothing ruins a pilgrimage to Tent City like a bitching Elvis."

I've sometimes wondered what happened to my dear Elvis and have discovered he has become a bitching Elvis impersonator. Yesterday, we went to the fall festival at the Catholic church here. Onstage, in blue spandex, forgetting the words to every song and stopping every song to bitch at the band, you guessed it, BITCHING ELVIS!!! Yes, Virginia there is a God. He has returned Elvis to us, older, crankier and apparently with the inability to remember the words to Teddy Bear. Hallelujah!!
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Jul. 30th, 2008 @ 07:11 am Patience and Forgetting
This is what happens when you put off making entries. Just like when you put off paying your power bill and next thing ya know you tripping over Barbies in the dark cursing whoever moved the flashlight.

So many things have happened and now have been forgotten because I didn't write them down. Big spanking for me!
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Oct. 8th, 2007 @ 09:47 pm Not so funny
If you somehow missed it, I have a new site up dedicated to my baby's head. He will be having surgery this Friday. Here is the link: http://www.funnylookinghead.com

Work...I went back. Pretty much nothing has changed.

The other day I was taking a break at work, walking to the corner gas station. The ground was all sparkly with broken glass. Broken bricks, rusted pipes, wobbly buildings all swayed to the pounding machine that was methodically ripping down what is left of a hotel destroyed by the storm. I walked through what we've survived, each jaunty shard a reminder that I can do this. I don't want to but I can.
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Aug. 13th, 2007 @ 10:57 am laziness
is a really lazy excuse but I am still using it. or maybe i'm just tired of keeping track of katrina crap.

almost 2 years.what i've learned i'd give anything not to know.

i'm supposed to go back to work on the 27th but I don't miss it. I don't miss it and I will miss my baby and izzy. hmm...

well maybe I''ll write a real post soon. btw the guy in the third to last series of pictures has died.his home was never completed.Papa Smurf never got his wish like so many of the elderly here now. Their homes and lives were destroyed at the very end and they die waiting for help.
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Mar. 14th, 2007 @ 07:50 am When My Spleen Explodes I'm Blaming You
I'm just going to say it. I don't think it's fair that you're making me go to school when you think I may have a mono relapse.

Um...it could be several things, like your thyroid gland. That's why the doctor has to do a blood test. Besides you're getting out of school early tomorrow to go to the doctor.

Omigod. You said it could be mono,

Yeah, or something else. So go to school. Does your upper left side hurt?

My stomach ALWAYS hurts.

Just go.

Okay but I'm telling you right now that when my spleen explodes, I'm blaming you. I'm serious.
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Feb. 26th, 2007 @ 07:01 am Preach it ! Or this is our home not Iraq. Help us first.








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Feb. 9th, 2007 @ 10:47 am (no subject)
i'm the worst blogger in the world because I have so many lags in entries. We moved. Yey! The house is south of the tracks and in the middle of a giant rubble heap, but it's $300 cheaper so Yey!

I wish to god that all this mess was gone.

How about some pictures? I got a job on the side as a freelance photographer with the paper here. Yippiee.

Now if I can just remember how to post these things.

Here's a guy I call Papa Smurf. He walks down to what is left of his house everyday and hopes a volunteer will come by to help. Now, a group is repairing his home and soon the house will be finished! When it is done, he is going to bring his wife home because she had to move to a nursing home after the storm.
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Sep. 21st, 2006 @ 10:08 pm An Eternity Ago
Looks like cocaine but it's only sadness, perhaps your city.
Many fears are born from weariness and loneliness
and desperation and inherited exagerration
Now our virtue is lost.

There was a time when I had a dream
I can't remember
Can't remember

Your sadness is so accurate
And the day is so wonderful outside
We've grown so used to not having even that
Dreams come and dreams go
And the rest is impure

You said that if your voice
Had strength equal
To the crippling pain you carry
Your cry would wake not only your house
But the entire neighborhood

And it's been an eternity since even saints
Had the measure of wickedness
And for an eternity now
The young are the first to be struck down
For an eternity all magic has disappeared
Theres' been rust in our smiles for so long
And only chance opens its arms
To those looking for shelter or protection
My love

Discipline is freedom
Compassion is a fortress
To be kind is to be brave.
And she says:
Our house has one pool but the water is very clean.
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Sep. 21st, 2006 @ 09:35 pm Perfeição
Let's celebrate human stupidity
The stupidity of our nations
My country and its hordes of murderers,
Cowards, rapists and thieves

Let's celebrate the stupidity of our people
Our police and television
Let's celebrate our government
And a state that will never be a nation
Celebrate the youth out of schools, the dead children
Celebrate our lack of unity

Let's celebrate Eros, Thanatos, Persephone and Hades
Let's celebrate our sadness- celebrate our vanity

Let's party like mindless imbeciles
Every carnival and every holiday;
The dead littering the streets
The dead from a lack of hospitals

Let's celebrate our justice,
Our greed and forked tongues
Celebrate our prejudices,
The vote of the uneducated
Celebrate our poisoned water
The taxes, pillages, lies and kidnappings
Our house of marked cards
The slave labor
Our cramped little universe
All hypocrisy and affectation,
All theft and indifference
Let's celebrate epidemics
And party for our home team's victory

Celebrate our hunger,
Not having who to listen to
Nor someone to love
Let's feed on all our monstrosity
And wound our failing hearts

Let us celebrate our flag
And our past of glorious absurdities
All that's gratuitous and ugly
All that is normal
Let's sing our National Anthem in one voice
(My tears are real)
Celebrate our aching and longing
And toast to our loneliness

We'll slow dance with our jealousy,
Intolerance and lack of understanding
Tango with our violence
And forget our very own people
Who worked honestly all their lives
And have lost the rights to all they had

Celebrate the madness of our complete lack of common sense
Our apathy towards education
Let us celebrate the horror of all this
With party, coffin and wake
It's all dead and buried now
Since we can also celebrate
The stupidity of whoever sang this song

Come! My heart urges me on faster!
When all hope has been given away,
Only truth can set me free!
Enough of pain and veiled illusions!
Come! Love always keeps an open door!
And spring draws ever nearer,
As our future begins anew!
Whatever shall come will be perfect

translated b y abrantes
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